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00:00 shit,shit,shit i right bc im still 10 but that is not the best thing bc my parents are devorsed dont mind my gramer btw but i miss being 6...

crying while hugging my cat

Mikey says you make a pretty mean pizza

To whoever is reading this... I hope you are okay... I'm not but I really REALLY hope you are safe and that you don't hurt yourself...

how i love the internet the people hear listins and stays and some even care and comfort us my father aboundend me and im the scape goat child its funny how here is more better then home

When "two birds on a wire" came up, I broke down crying, because I remembered my best friend that I lost today, for probably forever.. We said it would be OUR song..

my eyes constantly burn drom how much i cry =]

no, im sad because everyone hates me, i never asked dor attention...i never asked to even live or be born in the first plance

Kristin isn't my name, I'm her kid, but I feel like I'm rotting...I hear ppl say "I been to counseling since I was I was whatever age" or "yeah, I'm depressed"...they.are. LIERS...I have been in counseling since I was 7

They only notice i’m a “weird” trans,lesbain,therian They only notice my flaws They only notice my unattractiveness They only notice my weaknesses They only notice my failures I just want them to notice i’m not okay I just want them to notice I need help I just want them to notice my personality I just want them to notice that I’m trying to be strong for everyone even though it hurts I just want them to notice me…

Bro that’s me right now

Thank you.... Even some people care for other people more then their parents....

если бы сейчас была темнота и другая обстановка, то я наверняка бы заплакала. хороший плейлист

My dog died… My dog had the smile She had the brown fluffy hair. She had the legs of a cheetah. She had the strength of a bodybuilder. She had the love of an angel. She had the curiosity of curious George. She had the kindest heart anyone could imagine. She had the stupidness of a T. rex. She had the real light of the moon. She had the most gorgeous eyes. She had so much ADHD. She was so funny. She was so kind. She was so sweet hearted and loving. She had the kindest soul of any dog I could ever ask for. I lost my happiness when she got hit. (Story at 10 likes.)

any one else get a wish add

this may be odd to say but i feel i need to let this out- I had this friend who i had known for 5 years (we will call her K) one of my friends called me saying one of K's friends told her to K*ll her self and she said she wanted to know so i told my friend K about this to see if she can help becuse it was her friend who said tha but she was not listening and kept makeing jokes about food- i told my friend on call with me and she told me to say " is shebody shameing me?" so i wrote that and K wrote back saying stuff like how rude i was to think that and we broke out into a fight and i asked her if we were even friends anymore becuse she has been leaveing me out for the longest time and when i asked she said no a i asked why and she said " are you really that dumb?! come on i know you're not that dumb! even i reamber the things ive done wrong to pepole" i was confused at that becuse i really cared for this friend not for a secound had i hated her i was with her forever and helped her when she was sad too- then i asked if she was even my firne danymore and she said " no atleast untill you started stepping all over me" but i had never done anything wrong but i still said sorry so i said its okay i wont be firned with you anymore bye ill miss you and she said " yeah and i wont miss you" i cried so hard for weeks i had lost someone i cared for deeply and i did not talk to my firends the same for days and i still dont feel like my old self anymore i still miss her its been 2 years im sorry for what ever i did.- i wish you whould tell me what i did wrong-

i thought school was about having fun learning not compitition.....

when i listen to this and just sit there and think.. i remember the mistakes i made.. makes me cry every night when im upset.. ill mis u avm and zilla..

Bruh we have almost the same pfp

alian blues is my life song

Isn’t is weird how I do so many things right and no one notices then when I do one thing wrong everyone points it out and makes me feel like crap

I'm so used to sucking things up and the next day pretending like I'm okay... hehe.. it's fun.... no one will understand

I'm a teenager born with hidrocephaly, it doesn't change much my appearance, but I was born with dementia and each year it grows worse and worse. I always dedicate my self to become someone better, but nobody ever understands me. Because I'm too slow or have some difficulties learning, people call myself "dumb" very regularly. But I still keep trying to push foward. I was the best student on my old school, I even got certificates. I know four languages. I'm very good at math, even though I generally use my own logic to solve puzzles. But my biggest problem is: I'm a very lonely person, and loneliness makes you go insane. I had a good friend, the only person I truly loved, she left me for somebody else, until... Well, I created a fake identity using her as base, I became that person. I lied to people, manipulated them. I met new people and still keep lying to them, I can't seem to tell them the truth... And I'm trying to bury her away so that I won't have to face them again, it's been sometime now, almost a month. I'd like to come back when I was younger, I mean, I was lonely, it sucked and I was the reclusive quiet and reserved child, but I was way more relaxed back then.

Ita funny how i get called jealous when i accuse my mom of caring more about others mental health than mine.

…this can be a vent comment.. I’ll go first.. my Theo died… I wasn’t able to see him to say goodbye… my gf broke up with me.. everything is going sh!tty.. I’ve been taking meds to help with my mental health but none of them work.. I relapsed this morning… Your turn… if you want..

Heh... Hahahah..... Hahahaha... Hah.... hmr....

HAH! NOW I'M A SAD TEENAGER! TIME TO CHANGE PLAYLISTS! ... nevermind this shit too good

it feels like everyone here is yearning for a childhood they've lost, while i'm wishing for one i never had. i was bullied ever since i started school. my first full memories are from when i was maybe 12. i grew up autistic and depressed, and everyone told me i was so mature for my age. i remember my grandma calling me an old soul like it was a compliment. i'd give anything to be a child, but not again - because i never got to experience it in the first place.

another best.

ray. If you're reading this, Thank you for this playlist, cause this is a good playlist...

K Read it all I mean it Read it all If you were killed, I wouldn’t be at your funeral. I’d be in jail for killing the person who killed you. We are true friends. We ride together, we die together. Send this to everybody you care about, including me, if you care See how many times you get this. I want you to know you are an amazing friend, till death and forever. If I don’t get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, You must send this to 15 people. Including me. If you get at least 3 back, you are loved. Nobody knows how important something is, until they lose it. Tonight, (right at 12:00pm) the person you love will realise they love you. Then, at 1:00pm to 2:00pm, be ready for the shock of your life! If you break this chain, you will have bad luck. Send this to the 15 people you truly care about. If you don’t, you will turn ugly in one year. A friend told me to do this, so pass it on. Tomorrow, two boys/Girls will ask if they can have your number? Send this message to 15 nice people, or bad luck starts for a whole year. This is not fake. Apparently, if you copy and paste this you will have the best day of your life tomorrow! Good luck! Oh! And don’t send this to a group chat (Srry if it's late)

Me: 14 years old, has mild autism but the smart kid, over thinks too much, horrible anxiety, horrible depression, suicidal thoughts, perfectionism, self hate, feeling like being left behind while everyone else moves on, PTSD, ADHD, being told that is over exaggerating, being told I will never be good enough to do anything because of my autism

crazzyyyy it seems like just yesterday i was 7 and being yelled at cuz i told my mom my problems but.. yk. "IDC IT WAS YOUR FAULT! STOP BLAMING OTHERS" and now im older and.. "its okay, you can tell me anything" and it seems like a lie...:C

i like to read the comments of these videos when i am sad

its a good playlist

Im never good enough. My Sister is always better idk why but i dont think she is much an better person but always i tryna find new friends and then she comes in the way and they chose her instead of me. Then she laughs right into my face and says: ,,Haha you have no friends no one likes you!"

I just want to write and share: I have a severe ED I was 43 kg at one point ( I’m 180cm tall) I just want everything to be over… everything I do is to look good on a university application I’m currently doing a hike across Dartmoor( a national park near me) and I’m stockpiling for it and it is the hardest thing I just want to die, i feel like I can’t share this with anyone I have no clue who I actually am or what I like I just want the stress pressure and food to be gone

Synthwave will help me more than this. Definitely.

I'm just a kid, what would I know. Its not like I've moved 6 times, had a house and most of my family's stuff burn up, lost connections with close family members, went through my parents divorce and 2nd marriage at about 6yr's old, had 13 years of my life ruined by a drug that a docter gave me, had the girl of my dreams stuck on the other end of america, and worst of all, it's not just me. My brother can't see out of one of his eyes because of the nerve controlling the eye shutting down. But whatever, someone else has probably gone through worse.

Therapy : not free Being in denial: free I’m picking the fire option 😎 Can’t have trauma if you just say you don’t 🤩🤩

TW: hinted CSA/r4p3 I was the happiest kid. I was so innocent going through the most horrible things at my house but still managing to stay happy. I see that version of myself as separate from the current me. She had long, brown hair, purple glasses and always wore pink skirts with little bobbie pins in her hair. She was obsessed with unicorns and would never do anything to harm anyone. She once accidentally stole a pencil and felt guilty over it for months, even cried at one point. She was the most positive kid, always making the best out of a bad situation. And the one time she was vulnerable, a sick monster stole it all away. And all for what? For his own sick pleasure? I was wearing a pink unicorn shirt the day it happened. The day he took me back to those woods and did horrible things to me. I was 7. He was 53. I trusted him with my life because I was so naive. Now I can’t look at a unicorn without wanting to vomit. I can’t see any mention of his name without having a panic attack. I barely leave the house because I’m so afraid of men. I have nightmares and flashbacks constantly. And all for what?

pov: you are a kid that always used to be happy but now eveyrthing came crashing down on you in a world you created.

I've always been too scared to tell my mother now I really feel and honestly I met a complete stranger once who made my absolute day when I had a sad face by saying "hey I can see your was but don't worry your probably an amazing person so...have a good day" and they smiled at me. That's better treatment then my mother gives me

i hate myself i hate how i eat i hate how i have friends i dont deserve friends i dont like my life i hate myself very much im fat im ugly im useless im hated by many i can never get a break on hate i wanna hide forever give me a mask everyone that i love leaves me i miss technoblade alot that i cry all night in my mind i always hide my tears i put on a fake smile i hate my life.

Nobody will ever read this and I don't really care but nothing will ever change. I'll never get better no matter how many people say I will. Nobody knows me and what I go through. Whatever I guess some things will never change. I'll be alone forever...

why do ppl on the internet undarstand u more then ur mom, thats sad..

i wish i could go back in time but i don't at the same time because the past was filled with happines from school and friends but my family and the reson why i never want to experiance the past ever again.

Im at the point where im not sure if im sad or if i just want the attention. i catch myself crying a lot for no real reason. i want to feel happy but i feel comfort being sad its like im not aloud to be happy because my mom left recently so i should be sad. but at the same time its like im not aloud to be sad because my step mom and dad are doing everything to make me feel better. i guess i just feel hopeless and tired from trying to fix everyones problems but my own. I asked my friends the other day if im an attention seeker and they said that im a people pleaser

23:43 ( To brighten up the mood ;D ) Let me guess... Stumbled upon the Comments to maybe find a reason to actually do something then just sit and listen to the playlist? Well I got something for you. Ah yes, back in those days just sitting in your room staring at the ground watching the sun beam through your window as the bright light warms up you're feet below against the heated sunlight as you're room slowly brightens up... The warm scent of the sunlight slowly travels through you're nose and out, as the bright light of the sun shines through your window, feels like a hug, a nice summer morning, hearing the birds pass by above your house... Good days, wasn't it? Although we we're just too young to even think we would ever feel this again, too young to think we cant be kids anymore as the days pass, we all wish to go back in time to just feel it again, but we can't, can't we? We are just going to keep growing older, and older, and older... Matters well enjoy the peace we can still create now if as a adult, teen, lower age or older we can still make that peace again even if it feels impossible, even if we think we are too old, its you're life, right? Don't just think of this as if its some kind of saying that just simply goes through your ear and out, really think about what people really mean when they say "Love yourself!" "Its you're life!" "You are you!" because you'll get that same feeling of missing out on something exactly when you were a kid.

i wanted to go back, when i was 8